Unleashed!

I feel like something unleashed within me. Is the power of the freedom that has taken over. Decided that all I need is to move forward and that everything that happens to me is because I allow it. So I am going to have everything I ever wanted and help others. I am decided, I am focused, I am gonna get what I declare and never get tired of fighting for what I believe. I am woman, hear me roar!

The Game of Life

The options seems to disappear in the air,
the possibilities died in the first try.
Then the hopes rise and once more you fall.

That is the game of life.

Only the strong and persistent survive,
But those with faith make it!

The game of life is cruel and heartless.
Those with one heart will always have it all
Because is not what you have or who you become
But about love, laughter and peace.

Lost

I want to write the best book, poem, song there is out there!
But then I wonder if I will ever be good enough,
then I hear this stories about those who became famous in a day for just writing in the worst of their life.

Now, here I am. Just trying.
Not to become famous, but to give to the world in return of the many lesson learned.

If I was to give what the world gave me, I would probably be in war with it right now.

But, don't we have to change our ways of thinking?

My parents thought me to fight bad with good,
which sometimes many of us forget to do so.
Simply because it's easier.
But at the end of the day
what good do you get for yourself after doing bad with bad?

I know for me is more of the same,
of that thing that I complain so much about... OTHERS.

Then if I can't change others, I'll change my own ways.

No, not really changing.
More like re-adjusting my old believes with what I know now!

Think about it...

If you would know then, what you know now,
I bet you would have done things differently back then.

Well, now I have the opportunity to do that.

To learn from myself, from others, from the world and make the best decisions for myself from this point on.

Because if I'm tired of the same things the world offers,
then I might as well give the world the option of something different or more like someone.

And proof to the world that it is never to late to...
Make a difference and be different.
To change, be better and feel good about yourself.
Not just because, but with a purpose of leaving a mark somehow.

I heard once that if you want something bad enough you will get it.
But you have to move towards it to put things in motion.

I know I still don't have all the answers to my doubts and questions and all those thoughts in my head.
But I will try everything as long as I live to uncover those I can,
to understand them and embrace the learnings.

This is not the beginning, yet not the end.
This I can say is my meantime of finding what is lost!

Se pierde...

Se pierde el foco de la razon, aquella por la que estamos aqui
La esencia de quienes somos desvanece en el tiempo.
A dejado de existir la inosencia de cuando niños.
Los corazones se endurecen,
la economia coge su propia cara.
Y la base de un pais
se convierte en imperio dominante abusivo a la libertad.

Ya no existe, lo que una vez fue, dejo de ser.

Lo que nos enseñaron, se perdio en el desierto y sus torbellinos de arena.
El amor es solo una palabra que se escucha bonita
ya nadie tan siquiera sabe su significado.

Somos reservados para nosotros mismos...
primero yo, segundo yo y tercero (si existe tiempo) el resto del mundo.

Ya no se sabe lo que es una buena conversacion
sin palabras irientes.
Una compañia
sin agendas escondidas.

Se a perdido la esencia,
quienes somos,
lo que nos enseñaron
y la alegria.

La naturaleza misma esta en nuestra contra.

Se a perdido sin esperanza en recuperar lo que una vez fue nuestro.
Solo queda en el recuerdo aquellos buenos tiempos.

Misunderstood

Does it really exist that place where you can detach yourself from this one?

Sometimes I'm misunderstood!

There's a way my head works and not everyone can really put the pieces together on how it does.

I see things everyone else don't pay attention to.
I resolve things by just taking the time to listen to my ideas in silence.
When I don't have a solution for something I need to make sure my next step is not invaine and if it is i need to prepare myself for the fall.

I don't understand if I am my own world...
Why do I have to prove myself to be in tune with everyone else?
Just because society says is the rule.

I don't want to be mixed up.
I don't want to be one more face.
Im tired of the repeated story,
Even more to be misunderstood!

Gray

I felt blue the other day,
but then a sunshine sneak out from the cloud
and it turned white.
But with the every day rain,
now is gray,
which is not that bad.

It's a BIG world...

Sometimes I don't know where I'm heading.
I feel so lost in my own translation.
I do not know what's going to happen next
And to tell you the truth,
I don't even know if I'll make it for tomorrow.

Sometime I just wish I could die.
I know I might sound to dark about to cross the insanity line.
But I do wonder, what's at the other side.

I don't want to continue stressing
Even less hurting.

I am not heart broken, at least not yet.
But this life it's not getting any easier.
I try my best to be optimistic,
To open my arms for possibilities
Keep options open.

But this world it's so BiG
It just kills the dream.

I know there are many like me out there.

No matter what you do,
How you do it, and how many times you try...
It just seems worthless.

I feel defeated, although I know there are worst than me
They just don't pay my bills.

Damn life, I just wish things where different.
Stable job, house, better car and no debts.
Maybe then my boo would stop looking at me...
The way no one likes to be looked at.

I wish things where different,
Maybe I would still have strength to continue.
But I don't know if I care anymore.