I Try to Hide

My soul its naked
my eyes are blindfolded
My heart its exposed
I have nowhere to go.

I'm here in front of you
ready for you to make me yours.

Words unspoken
in a candle night moment.

Behind close doors
under soft sheets.

I try to hide!

But your penetrating eyes..
they always get thru me.

So far, yet you know me so well!

Im covered in skin...
folding and unfolding new things!

Demencia

Todo un saco de sentimientos ambivalentes
Sueños inconclusos
Y deseos muertos en la orilla.

Subditamente me undo en la arena movedisa
Y no logro ver la salida.
La luz a lo largo del camino va extinguiendo poco a poco
Y en el transcurso pierdo el aire.

No logro encontrar una solucion en el mar de pensamientos, en el mundo de mi cabeza.

Quiero morir y olvidarme que una vez senti.

Parece que leo mi propia novela
Romantica, dramatica, comedia.

No quiero ser nadie.
Ahora mismo tan solo quiero vivir.

He probado el amor
y he quedado al borde de la demencia.

Entre la Noche y el Dia... "sueño"

La luna se puso ante el sol
El día y la noche son gemelas.
Perdí la noción del tiempo.
Mi alma es reflejo del cielo
Las estrellas entristecieron
Y fugaz se fueron lejos
Ya no brillan para mí.
Mi camino es desierto.
Totalmente a la deriva
Mi alma se va perdiendo.

Como cualquier otro día
Allí me tope con tu reflejo.
Resplandeciente como siempre para mí
Pero tan solo un espejismo

Te quise, te quiero y por siempre.


No hay nadie que me pueda hacer mas feliz
de lo que tu me hicistes a mi.

Living on a SuitCase

In this little island used to live a petite girl with a free spirit, full of life and dreams. When she was little she thought there was more about life than just work. As she grew up she started to see things different, life wasn't so pink anymore. In a moment in her life she had to make big decisions, maybe take ones she never thought of; since life push her to that point...

unspoken name

Main character of my dreams.
Illusion of mine...

You are the prohibited apple
and yet, I want a taste!

I wish I could get lost in your eyes
Sail through your hair
Explore the endless possibilities of your body
and your electrifying kisses.

You are the unspoken name.
My little secret...

The only one who knows my true feelings
and yet I wanna scream, but dont wanna play games.

If I only could have you as mine
kiss you endlessly and not just dream that I have you...

You are the popular cheerleader in school
And I'm just the girl next door.

Sweet unspoken name
unreachable love!

la almohada, cuatro paredes y yo

Escucho el sonido de la noche.
El silencio que hace mis cabeza girar.

No duermo,
Tan solo viajo en posibilidades.

Y entre tanta oscuridad
Brilla dentro de mi el vacio.

Me acompañan las ideas
En un sueño casi perfecto.

De aquella realidad
Donde todo quedo encajonado,
En tan solo una idea
De mil pensamiento.

amor traisionado

Mar de sentimientos perdidos
y recuerdos encontrados.

Alli estas tu!
Amor traisionado.

Noviembre

Que de buena tiene la vida si la persona que dices amar y con quien te acuestas todas las noches, no es mas que un cuerpo caminando por la vida. Te hace sentir como sombra, sin reflejo, sin espiritu y existiendo porque no queda de otra que existir. La vida es simplemente una historia escrita en papel donde las noches son un cuento de adas. Pero en realidad es un trastorno mental.

Odio las noches, el silencio y la frialdad.

I once thought I had my life all figured out.

Now I have no clue in what I want and were I'm going.

All I know is that I'm here living the moment. Trying to get what I want step by step while I figure out my deepest desires and dreams.

I know I can achieve whatever I put my mind into.

I'm an spontaneous, creative, lovable, sincere, crazy, respectful person and devoted to people I love. What you see is what you get, no hidden agendas.

When I love I give more than a hundred percent. I walk the extra mile, with no regrets what so ever. I always put my best out there no matter how many times I get hurt. Cause I think life is just one. Moments pass and never come back. So if I see something good in front of me I just grab the opportunity, you never know maybe that will be the beginning to the rest of my life.

One thing I know.

I know what I want out of love...
Someone that can love me as I am. With my ups and downs. With my flaws and virtues. Someone who wont get tired of me saying "I love you", but who is whiling to say it back from the heart. Who is not ashamed to grab my hand down the street or kiss me in the middle of the mall. Someone who will be faithful just because she loves me. I want someone crystal clear, with no hidden agendas. Someone who will do things with me even if its not something she is crazy about it, but will learn to like just cause it makes me happy. I want someone I can trust with my eyes closed, someone who will be there for me; not just a friend, but a lover and a partner. I'm intense, so I want someone who will be up for it. And definitely someone who can take time to know every aspect of my body, spirit and mind; who can be romantic in bed and daily basis. Last but not least, someone who can make me laugh and respect me as a person.

I don't want just "s-l-h". I want a deeper connection. I mean I go for anything, I'm easygoing, but still.

I might sound a little bit exigent, but I know everyone has that. People just don't take time to know themselves and to be patient around the person they say they love.

My birthday is coming up pretty soon and I just need to figure stuff out. I'm not a teenager anymore, but thank God I'm not that old either... I still got time!

Skipping every second of life

Tell me how is it possible...
to live life skipping the seconds?

There is no emotion on not knowing
what happens in front of you
every time you just had the perfect kiss
or while you have the greatest of sex

Or even more, just living the perfect moment
and not knowing that it even happened.

Life is not about hiding
is about confronting what comes on your way.

There is nothing better than remembering
the good and the bad of life.

Like the first kiss on a first date!

Life and skipping the moments of it
is like running from reality.

un momento...

Quien diria que el tiempo por un momento pararia delante de mi, solo para apreciar las bellezas de mi isla y la gente hermosa que vive en ella. Quien diria que mi corazon realmente lloraria al ver mi partida tan cerca. Pero me llevo guardados los recuerdos. Puesto que he pasado los mejores momentos de mi vida junto a mis amigos y famila en Puerto Rico.

Muse..

My soul its naked
my eyes are blindfolded
My heart its exposed
I have nowhere to go.

I'm here in front of you
ready for you to make me yours.

Words unspoken
in a candle night moment.

Behind close doors
under soft sheets.

I try to hide!

But your penetrating eyes..
they always get thru me.

So far, yet you know me so well!

Im covered in skin...
folding and unfolding new things!

Some Changes

Now, its time for some new changes.

Life its full of them.
Whenever something ends,
right there its when something bigger
and better its about to happened.

Life its like the ocean...
big and takes you to some pretty awesome places.
Just take the risk to dive right into it with no regrets.
Let yourself go
and let the waves take you wherever they need to take you.
Cause someday you'll look back and you'll see,
it was better not to think about it to much.

If you don't risk it, you wont live it!

Go with the flow,
there is just one opportunity and it wont wait for you!

Plane Ticket

The intensity of the words unspoken
by the walk of your flying fingers.
Electrifying kisses in the distance
tingles my whole body.

Desire by attraction
makes me wanna hold you tight.

So near and so far.

Dreams starting to become reality
With just a possibility of you being here.

In an instant, in a moment...
You and me could become one
In mind, spirit and body.

Taking a trip to the past
took us both to this present.

Here and now...
Living the moment.