Army of one

I don't necessarily agree with what you do
I'm terrified that something might happen.
Everyday I pray, for God to keep you safe.
I don't want to loose my only.

But today I let you go.
Today I put my fears aside and let you free.
Free as a bird.

You are entitled to your own actions and decisions.

And today my big brother I feel proud.
Cuz regardless of what people might have said
and what the world was going through
you were brave enough to follow your heart
and do what you thought was best for you.

Sometimes I get scared
but I know you love what you do
so if that makes you happy, I'll support you all the way!

We might not agree in many things
but I'm so proud of you, just cause your my brother!

You are my army, the army of one!


Pray for Our Troops

Cansada casi me rindo

Estoy cansada de correr
De tratar y tratar, para no ver nada.

Tengo miedo, tengo miedo de perder. De perder toda una vida de esfuerzos para entonces, nada. Por primera vez en tanto tiempo me siento vulnerable. Vulnerable a la vida, no al amor. Vulnerable a sentir que no sirvio de nada el esfuerzo que con muchos sacrificios me costo llegar hasta donde estoy. Me siento desnuda, totalmente al descubierto delante de un mundo que nisiquiera sabe quien soy. Estoy, parada me encuentro, apunto de caerme al vacio pues camino en cuerda floja y cada paso que doy parecen tambalear. Pues siento que camino en el aire.

Quiero gritar, pero no puedo. Puesto que llevo gritando toda mi vida y mi voz ya no mas. He quedado sin aire, sin palabras, sin voz!

Que mas puedo hacer?
Si en todos mis intentos siento fracaso. Y no me arrepiento, porque es que ante cada paso incierto me hacen una mujer fuerte.

Frustrada..
Cansada, casi me rindo!

Pero no, no permito. No permitire que el momento del presente me haga bajar la cabeza y rendir los brazos. Caminare y seguire luchando. Luchando por lo que creo, por lo que me llena a capacidad. Luchar por lo que es mio y por mas. Porque el cielo no es el limite. Y aunque me sienta desmayar, caminare.

Caminare por lugares que aun no he andado antes. Y se que vere, vere un mundo nuevo. Un mundo donde me sentire orgullosa de estar, porque sufri, porque llore, porque rei. Entonces vi desde abajo lo que es estar arriba, pero estando arriba recordare lo que es estar abajo.

Frustrada..
Cansada, casi me rindo!

Amiga

Tu eres esa pieza que completa mi rompecabezas.
Si hay alguien con quien comparto mis alegrias y mis penas, eres tu.
No hay persona mas paciente, atenta y cariñosa.
Que me haga reir y conosca cada detalle de mi.

Eres como mi hermana, pero pesas mas que sangre.

Amiga, si hay alguien que mas amo en esta vida eres tu.
Cuando mis ideas locas recorren mi cabeza
la primera persona a la que llamo es a ti.

Gracias por ser tan parte de mi vida.
Por contar conmigo y creer en mi.

Tan solo gracias por ser mi amiga!

my hands are tight

My hands are tight
my lips are sealed.

Maybe I made a mistake
maybe I'll regret it later.

I know what I'm letting go.
I know it could have been great.
But what's done is done!

I tight my hands
put tape around my mouth
and throw myself in the deepest ocean.

I don't want to feel
I don't want to hurt no more.

I just want to pay the damage I've caused!

Is not that I didn't feel or still do
I know I'll miss you and forever.
But maybe I was just a mission and is already done!

I tight my hands, seal my lips and close my eyes.
I cant believe I let you go,
but what's done is done!

i could but i wont

I could make you love me how I want, but I won't.
Is unfair for both.
I want you to feel free to be your own person.

I could make you do so many things if I put my mind into it,
but I won't!
Is not healthy to think I own your mind.

I just want you, as you are, as you can be.
I know I can show you real love.

Love where you feel comfortable to be,
to come and go as you please.
Cuz we both are free to be different,
to enjoy life apart and yet be together as one.

I know we both had it hard. But that doesn't make us bad people.
It made us stronger and better.

I want to have you in my arms and make you mine.
But you will never be my property.
I want you to be you and be able to live the life you want.
But I want to be part of that more amazing person
I know you'll become.

I could do so many things, but I won't cuz is not up to me to decide.
Is destiny making our desires reality!